| Monday, July 19, 2004 |
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Monday
I was so excited to go to school as I'll be seeing my suitor & my secret crush, Charlie again. But then, the whole day he just smiled as my close guy friend, Carlo cheered me up. Hedidnt even talk to me, he just smiled. Tuesday I was thinking Charlie might approach me now as he should since he's courting me. But then, the whole day he just smiled as my close guy friend,Carlo cheered me up. He didnt even talk to me,he just smiled. Wednesday I didnt want to talk to anyone, not even Carlo who cared so much for me since I was pissed off at Charlie. As usual the whole day he justsmiled as my close guy friend, Carlo cheered me up. He didnt even talk to me, he just smiled. Thursday I went to school as usual. Carlo kept cheering me up. I was so pissed that I shouted at him and told him to just leave me alone. And Charlie?the whole day he just smiled. He didnt even talkto me, he just smiled. My close guy friend Carlotried to ignore me the whole day. Friday I received a note with the words: "You just don't know how much I love you, I know it's impossible for you to like me, but I just want to let you know how amazing you are." Even though there's no sign from the sender or even a name, I was sure it was from Charlie. And the whole day he just smiled. He didnt even talk to me, he just smiled. My close guy friend Carlo tried to ignore me the whole day. 10 years after... Here I am at my close friend, Carlo's weddingwith Charlie as my date. I never enjoyed Charlie's company, Carlo still rocks my socks.But it was too late, he's getting married. And besides, he's too good for me. He would never love a person like me. Before the ceremony Carlo went up to me andasked, "What is that paper you're holding?"It was the note from Charlie, 10 years ago, "Oh,the love letter from Charlie saying how much heloved me. It's been 10 years, you know."Then, Carlo bowed his head and tears fell fromhis eyes and said, "You just dont know how muchI love you. I was the one who gave you that note10 years ago. It wasn't Charlie. I wanted to tellyou in person, but I was afraid you'd reject meand our friendship forever. I was too afraid tolose you."I started to cry. I just said, "I loved you too. All this time, it was you. But I thought thatyou only see me as this friend."Carlo whispered to me, "I'm sorry. It's too late." and he went back to his soon-to-be wifeas Charlie asked me what happened. "It all ends today." and I just cried. (dun ask me why i put this up, mabbe i am just bored, or mabbe not. wadever.) |
| peibei 6:36 AM |
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