| Saturday, October 08, 2005 |
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kinda upset over the whole thing, but i will be alright. just hmm felt abandoned i guess. which makes me think of abrandon... haha. stupid karen came over to find me today while i was with the bballers, cos she wanted to show me sth. wad stupid sth? damn angry la. life sux now. i wish i am still having promos at least i will be busy and i wont think about stupid things. i may seem a happy and cheerful person, but that doesn't mean i dun have feelings. wad u pple said do affect me you know. i thought true friends wont say such a thing about their friends right in front of them, or maybe i am just wrong. at least i wont i hope. but that remark i guess i will remember it for a long long time. sigh. or maybe i am just stupid like what all of u says. nothin to do except to shut my big fat mouth. if lightening up the atmosphere is wrong, wad about darkening it? haha. wadever really. i just love to be alone, in a way, i dun have to care about not being able to act myself. :) music is my only companion and will always be. i am such a stupid person sometimes. yeah man they come and go. who am i to keep them? haha i am starting to miss tris already. really. ONLY one i can trust. such a loser right? dont laugh at me, dont look away bedshaped and legs of stone when i open my eyes and time will go. if time will heal me, heal then. |
| peibei 7:21 AM |
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| peibei- eighteen basketball rjc 11th Jan 1988 boring stupid antisocial haha. loving--- all my friends, music, books, music, friends. |
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| somewhere along the way we lost our heads we dont need these happy endings i am waiting for the final moment you say the words that i cant say. |
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