| Sunday, November 13, 2005 |
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downhill again. when running, you like downhills, because it makes you run faster. but when jogging, it spoils your momentum altogether. downhills. i dun tink i fancy it much though. got really screwed by my dad cos i went home later yesterday. sigh. bad bad. went indo. kinda got locked out of house. haha. and hmmm kinda upset over some stuff. met up with tris. haha. he was wearing the shirt i chose for him. well. i am bored now. i finished my vcds which mean i wont have things to do. bel is going to extract her teeth, hope it turns out alright. :) haha if u are bored at home, can always ask me to go visit you. going to do sth quite bad tmr. kinda a bad idea as said by tris. well. i dunno. really. funny how you tink you are over sth, but you are not. when will love be through with me? why live live from dream to dream and dread the day when dreaming ends. one day i'll fly away. hmm random lyrics i like. adore. hmmm identify with? well. currently stole my comp back from my dad. it is my comp, so not considered stealing. anyway. i am someone's best friend. kinda demoted. well. i bet it is kinda only a tag a name. is it possible? i dunno. i am seriously outta my mind sometimes, and say the worst stuff. i miss you. i really do. how long will this take? it is taking forever. back to happier stuff, i ran 5k today. haha. bel told me running on the treadmill takes lesser energy so i ran 1k on treadmill and 4k around my house. quite proud of myself. haha. and i went to the gym and did some leg stuff and abs stuff. i must get fit! newest resolution and also a solution to my boredom. seriously, dad if u ever read this, you are just freaking pushing me away by doing all this discipline stuff. if u will just find some time and talk to me. yeah tt's if u have freaking time. but nvm. i dun hate you, i just plainly dislike you. yah and back to the topic. i am going to start this routine thing soon, which will include swimming. i need to tan. i am white? ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin. i am a sucker for an jing man. an jing by jay chou. haha. i dunno why just kept on listening to it. bah. oh i went to watch this bball match and there was this guy called cameron tovey who was really damn damn damn cute. so i am giving up warren peace. hahaa. call me fickle. wadever. i know i am not fickle. def not me!!!! but he is really cute hmm but mini mel says he sux which is not true, he just happens to be more rough and got like 4 fouls? anyway, i dun understand why will any self-respecting bball club call themselves wildcats? it is such a pussy name. like mad dogs or like crazy kittens? wadever, but the name is so not cool. boo. anyway wildcats won and i am working towards tovey's standard. hmm. the match had funny recordings man, they played a laugh when the opponents fell or sth. I MUST mention the fat cheerleaders. man they are damn fat cant they get skinnier pple so that the whole freaking perfomance can look more pleasing to the eye? hmm long post eh. but i am bored so i will continue rambling. i have training tmr. haha looking forward to going to eski tmr. freeze my guts out. dunno how it will end though. OH i watched emily rose, and i was quite freaked out actually. i meant really. i started reading the bible again for God's sake. that shows how scared i am. i mean it is not scary shocking type, it is more of a silent horror type. i dunno, but it sure pushed my faith to another level. i think clapbangkiss is prettier. hmmm. hmm funny how these hot pple come from my sch. hmmm. haha. maybe alic** can be like the next one. my fave song at the moment- check out the lyrics one year, six month --- yellowcard Sew this up with threads of reason and regret So I will not forget. I will not forget How this felt one year six months ago I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do Follow me there A beautiful somewhere A place that I can share with you I can tell that you don't know me anymore It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget And being on this road is anything but sure Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do Follow me there A beautiful somewhere A place that I can share with you So many nights, legs tangled tight Wrap me up in a dream with you Close up these eyes, try not to cry All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you Memories of you Memories of you Memories of you I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do Follow me there A beautiful somewhere A place that we can share Falling into memories of you and things we used to do all i can say now is i know the fortune teller is fucking right. not that i am glad to say that. love ya people. :) |
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