| Sunday, November 06, 2005 |
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there is training tmr. well. i cut my hair AGAIN.and yes it is short. i look like a ball. have been seeing wy for like the past 4 days. 4 days in a row man. hmmm. anyway after i cut hair today, i went to daryl's house, somewhere in the east. i got lost. then i got into this lift with puke in it. all the others in the lift were quite disgusted, but somehow i wasn't really quite disgusted. haha guess i got used to the smell of it after last year's mad partying every sat. but now, all has changed. i dun party anymore. not as much as before. i am going to direct all my energy in my studies. people have to grow up someday too. haha. oh anyway, i went to daryl's house like the first time in hmm perhaps 6 months. man i miss him, since so long eh. we were talking about those days. then he suddenly sat up straight and told me. "if you really want to be happy, just tell yourself that you are happy every morning and you will be." it kinda struck me. aaron called from aust! haha i missed him too. now when i sit back and enjoy my life as a single, i realised there are many things for me to do. like read books, watch tv, play comp games, and yeah... sleep. or perhaps call a friend. well. i am beginning to get used to this lifestyle. of course, training is taking another part of my life too, like before just another sport this time. hmm tmr is the o levels.good luck to you eh. no matter what you will still be my friend. GOOD LUCK. tmr is maths and sci. that's ur weakest sub but no fear, i will pray for you. and all my other friends like eileen and daniel. wed bballers are staying over at ser's house. i bet my dad wont allow. hmmm i just realised i haven seen a lot of pple for a long time. oh btw. did i mention i went to see a fortune teller in hk? oh man, that is like the best experience there. he is quite accurate, and you will never believe what he said about me. he said what matters most in my life is not whether i work hard or not ( he did say i am born lazy too, it is in my blood.) but whether i marry right. hmm for starters, he said i have to marry someone i will meet when i am 25, and he must be 4 years older than me. welll.. do i look like i freaking believe him? highly doubt what he says anyway. but the things he said about my dad are freaky, how he managed to know so much about my dad's life without us telling. have u ever tasted tears? you wont be able to. because the pain of the heart is too distracting. i am starting to tink i can go back to before. now, dun make me start all over again. peanut butter who? peanut butter jelly or jam? jelly of course. |
| peibei 5:23 AM |
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