| Friday, November 18, 2005 |
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sorry orange girl, forgot to blog, went straight to bed because i was too tired. anyway tom u have no life. :) hey had training today. quite happy. i tink i am kinda improving. but bit by bit i hope. :) and we only ran one round today. today's training however was hmm shld i say tense? i dunno what is the right word la. anyway i still love training. company perhaps, but i do enjoy sweating my guts out and buying 100 plus like crazy. :) i guess this ought to be the lifei want? i mean. this is fulfilling. i love this. at least i am doing sth, i dun have to be worried whether someone will find me sweaty, i can be myself. really really be myself and do not have to be worried about some special someone's opinions. you know what, i think there is some prob with guys assuming they are in a relationship with this girl just cos they go out so often. ever heard of going out as just plain platonic friends? but no, some guys just have to assume. now, a clue for guys going after girls, hmmm the simple thing to do is just ask. open ur mouth and ask, a simple qn. and perhaps you will get the outcome u want? :) hmm i kinda like the song "bizarre love triangle" by frente. haha. but i cant seem to find it. anyone has it? i love life. haha. lol man that sounds weird coming from me. i am on my 5th depressing book. if i have time, i will type out some paragraphs from these books, they are really good. and belicia, ur book rox man. ur baobei. haha. argh i am bored. silently watching you from afar may be a good idea after all. you know everyone says that to be loved itself is a fortune. but to be loved by the wrong person? not so fortunate after all. it's time. it's time to go. well. not go, perhaps just hide at one corner away, and watch the world turnin around you. whenever i get this way, i just dunno wad to say why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday? waiting for the final moment you say the words that i cant say. i want to go to escape. haha. there is a song with that same title by hoobastank by the way. we have to escape and i will go anywhere if u just lead the way, escape to a place, where we come together, together everday. we have to escape. *drumroll* my fave song at the moment!!!!! A beautiful mistake- The ataris Maybe I'm not ready for this, and you know it. Maybe I'm too scared to tell you what I'm really thinking It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have. I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you? I'm only trying to be completely honest. So I guess this is the ending or a beautiful mistake. And if we both agree that we shouldn't be together why does it hurt so much? I feel like I lost my closest friend. I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you? I hope you're happy and completely lonely. There I am standing all alone on Sydney Harbor Bridge. And you know I would jump into the fucking ocean if it meant I was truly capable of being satisfied. Well I ever be? Did I just give up the best thing I ever had? I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you? I hope you're happy and completely lonely. I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you? I'm only trying to be completely honest. a beautiful mistake. how apt. haha. hey you looked really tired today. you are not super woman!!!. dun push yourself too hard. need to rest too. take care of urself. I LOVE SLEEPING. bye :) |
| peibei 10:13 PM |
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