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| Monday, December 26, 2005 |
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merry christmas. it is a sad christmas this year. a sad revealation. (god knows how to spell it) y anger, my hatred is slipping away, and that is not the way i want it. not at all. i want to be angry. i want to be vengeful. in the end, perhaps i just want to be happy. my mood has been going up and down these few days. guess people could see, i want nothing to do with him anymore. but the prob with me is i forgive too easily. and i am afraid i have already forgiven him. i yearn for support, comfort, but i know i should not. overcome it by yourself pal. you know you are strong enough to do that. stand up again. brace yourself. harden like before. and stop crying. you loser. crying is the defeat of the mind by the heart. be strong. come on.
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| peibei 1:53 PM |
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| peibei- eighteen basketball rjc 11th Jan 1988 boring stupid antisocial haha. loving--- all my friends, music, books, music, friends. |
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| Juliana Theory, The Used, Linkin Park, Further seems Forever, Funeral for a friend, Michael Learns to Rock, Moulin Rouge Soundtrack, The Ataris, MAE, motion city soundtrack, lost prophets, Hot Rod Circuit, Hot Hot Heat, Alexisonfire, Jason Mraz, Blink 182, Thrice, My chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Jimmy Eat World, Twelve Stones, Disagree, Iron Maiden |
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| somewhere along the way we lost our heads we dont need these happy endings i am waiting for the final moment you say the words that i cant say. |
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