| Saturday, February 25, 2006 |
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everything is so made up. i just watched american pie, not surprisingly i like kev. i am using my old phone now. big mistake. shld i buy a new phone? just spoke to dad things can never work out properly just listened to those cant forget how was i when i was younger? i cant remember. my father clearly can. we both are victims living in the past i see it passes thru genes many people say that i look like him do i? i think i lack the willpower, the determination, the maturity of him this is becoming so emo. haha crap. am i a escapist or what? it is not that i dun wanna try, it is just that i am too scared. once again, it all goes back to the past. i love you dad. if u ever see this. cos i cant and can never say it out loud to you. if there is one mistake of mine that i want to undo, it will be you. you will never understand the respect i have for you, you will never see my love for u. because we both. we both are afraid of showing our feelings. isn't that true? all those hurtful words you said, were they true? |
| peibei 9:38 PM |
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| peibei- eighteen basketball rjc 11th Jan 1988 boring stupid antisocial haha. loving--- all my friends, music, books, music, friends. |
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| Juliana Theory, The Used, Linkin Park, Further seems Forever, Funeral for a friend, Michael Learns to Rock, Moulin Rouge Soundtrack, The Ataris, MAE, motion city soundtrack, lost prophets, Hot Rod Circuit, Hot Hot Heat, Alexisonfire, Jason Mraz, Blink 182, Thrice, My chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Jimmy Eat World, Twelve Stones, Disagree, Iron Maiden |
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| somewhere along the way we lost our heads we dont need these happy endings i am waiting for the final moment you say the words that i cant say. |
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