| Sunday, April 02, 2006 |
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my grandma is going to the hospital for an operation tmr. God bless her. i am afraid. so many what ifs. i think about all the times i had not been a good grand daughter and i keep on reprimanding myself. it always boils down to times when u are going to lose sth or you lost something till you start to appreciate it. i pray hard. Please. you know i will do anything to bring a smile to my friends. sometimes i hope i can treat my family better. or at least my grandmother. why do we regret? i dun like that feeling at all. why cant everyone just be happy? isn't it simpler this way? how can you laugh it off? easier said than done. i always commit the same crime of shooting advice off i cant do myself. this year is crucial i want to do my best. studies. friends. family. music. basketball. aiyah this is damn emo. please ignore it. on a bright side. i hope i can make my friends smile tmr. :) |
| peibei 10:26 AM |
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| peibei- eighteen basketball rjc 11th Jan 1988 boring stupid antisocial haha. loving--- all my friends, music, books, music, friends. |
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| Juliana Theory, The Used, Linkin Park, Further seems Forever, Funeral for a friend, Michael Learns to Rock, Moulin Rouge Soundtrack, The Ataris, MAE, motion city soundtrack, lost prophets, Hot Rod Circuit, Hot Hot Heat, Alexisonfire, Jason Mraz, Blink 182, Thrice, My chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Jimmy Eat World, Twelve Stones, Disagree, Iron Maiden |
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| somewhere along the way we lost our heads we dont need these happy endings i am waiting for the final moment you say the words that i cant say. |
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