| Thursday, May 04, 2006 |
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i just finally deleted something. heck the memories la. i dun give a damn anymore. as i read those words i said oh man i was so freaking freaking outta my mind la. HEEE. anyway. i am damn hooked on this weird korean drama! it is about this unreasonable princess. quite cool. i realise sth la. i always like the bad guy or the underdog. so apparently there are two princes after this girl who *drumsroll* is a COMMONER. hee so cliche but the story is really quite cool. i like li jun!!! so i have an infected eye. HMMMM. oh man if i turn blind wad will the world be like? i kinda experienced it first hand on sun morning. had the fright of my life la. HMMM. i think i have changed in this one year. i think i have kinda grown up and no longer the kiddy self. i mean i treat things more seriously and i really really know my priorites now. studies. YES. studies, friends and family are the most impt to me now. i mean i really have to work hard if i want to get into cornell. so yeah. most people are secretly unhappy with their lives, i think i am the opp. i am seretly happy with me life. because i have such a great father and good friends. how do i put it? it is contentment. i mean if everyone learns to be contented with what they have right now, everyone will be happier la. it is all about being contented. i mean like wad the colorgenics thing said, you can be unhappy but nothing lasts forever so take what you have now and strive hard with those that u have, and when this bad thing is over well. you can immediately start afresh instead of still having to find time to get over the *depressed* stage. actually i dun think there are many who are REALLY depressed anyway. well. not to say that i dun have unhappy moments, but i try to make the best out of it. at least for now. hmm so i wont complain because i am much more fortunate than many more people. who can easily name friends who you know will be by your side always? well i know i can name a few pretty easily. For that, i am contented. never mind that perhaps they will never know what i am unhappy about, never mind that they think i am stupid or dumb or wadever, never mind that they dun see me as impt as i see them, i know they are good friends. tt's all tt matters. YOU know wad, i hate flamers. well. but they are quite amusing. hee if u want to say i like someone, might as well say i like everybody la. cos i treat everyone the same way. that i know. and i bet these people dun even know me, cos they dun even know i dun use this. =p hehee. loser. OH btw, YOU!!!!!!! i just want to ask you to move on, i think you know who you are. i dun want to be haarsh. but really. at least try not to think about it. the more you think well the harder it gets. it comes with experience. i dunno how this ended up as such a long entry. i merely wanted to express my addiction to that korean drama in a nice short paragraph. HAHHA WELLLLLLLLLLLL. I LOVE YOU ALL! tristan, serene lee lee lee, wenyi, si jian, bel, mel, kory, desmond, justin, aaron, hazwan, chor seng, zhern, cynthia, zhi hui, and of course the whole bball team and MANY more. THANKS. |
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