| Thursday, August 17, 2006 |
 today is my slack day. went to swim followed by click. it is one good show. made me cry really badly. now i understand chor's strong recommendation for it. i am not good with words but i shall try to phrase it nicely in words. "Family... comes first." since i was 13 maybe 12 plus, i have placed my priority wrongly, it was always "anything for friends, anything." after this movie. i really din expect it to have such a huge impact on me. my dad is currently overseas, the thought of there may be a slight chance that sth may happen to him during this journey, the amount of troubles weighing on his mind, i dunno. the thought just made me sick altogether. I have done things wrongly for freaking eighteen years, it is time to put things right. Family, comes first. "dad, i love you." "forever and ever, babe." someone once said that to me before, i foolishly believed, but well. now i know. and i am saying it to you now, dad, forever and ever, i will love you. here's to us, dad. everything u did, i guess u did it for my benefit. but i always refuse to see it. now, i do. i still recall how u taught me how to cycle in the past. the remote control. i need it to rewind it to those times. now. i can only say , come back quickly. dad i love you. to us. |
| peibei 6:44 AM |
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| peibei- eighteen basketball rjc 11th Jan 1988 boring stupid antisocial haha. loving--- all my friends, music, books, music, friends. |
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| Juliana Theory, The Used, Linkin Park, Further seems Forever, Funeral for a friend, Michael Learns to Rock, Moulin Rouge Soundtrack, The Ataris, MAE, motion city soundtrack, lost prophets, Hot Rod Circuit, Hot Hot Heat, Alexisonfire, Jason Mraz, Blink 182, Thrice, My chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Jimmy Eat World, Twelve Stones, Disagree, Iron Maiden |
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| somewhere along the way we lost our heads we dont need these happy endings i am waiting for the final moment you say the words that i cant say. |
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