| Monday, October 09, 2006 |
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i am thinking whether i should post pics of the last day in school. but then again there is farewell assembly on wed so there will be more pics to come. so look forward to a pic update. actually i am just bullshitting. cos i may not even have the time to uploadddd! being the lazy me. anywayy the haze has been quite bad, pple like bingyang with asthma pls take care. :) have been studying till late at night, my bio clock is screweed. went for hc maf that was super boring. had dinner at imperial treasure with suckling pig wadever suckling goose wadever. and i was dying from bloatedness. finally got down to writing my personal statement and it is bad. imagine a line that goes like "i looked at my father in awe", " designing a ship is like giving birth". haha wthh. let's see where it takes me. i was talking to bel the other night. quite a meaningful conversation i guess. i was telling her, most people, when they get attached tend to have lesser time for their friends. don't deny it, it's true. so it is definitely better to only get attached when you are older. (OMG, i sound like my ah gong) when you are successful and are able to stand on two feet, (yes, kory i agree with you as well), with significant lesser friends because you are working and friendships tend to die out along the way. anyway the point is, i was telling bel how i wish all friendships can be a tad more easily maintained. i remember sayingg "windows open and close, that's just how it goes, and it takes two hands to clap, two equal forces from each side of the window to keep it open", yeah it works for friendshipss too? and i wish every other friendship can be like mine with bel, wy and tris. you know the "talk pretty little and yet be able to hang out like old friends after a long while of not meeting" that is what i truly desire of friends. but in reality that doesn't happen, does it? i swear maintaining friendships is getting so draining, i feel like just givingg out on some. esp when they are not worth it at all. i was right, you are not as innocent as you think you are. and stop whining pls. for now, you!, leave me alone until after a levels eh. and everyone else too for that matter unless it concerns studies. i can be quite extreme sometimes, but i am determined to achieve my goals. btw, i suddenly realise i love my class. :) thanks to zhihui and zhunian, who make class a lot better. and i regretted not appearing in school more often. :) on a side note, jay chou's new album is really good. esp tui hou and xin yu. |
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