halo people. i am moving soon. both physically and bloggly. er is there such a word wadeverrr. moving straight after a levels, to be exact freaking 18th. :) heee the day after. WOOHOO. do u know i have the combi that ends the earliest? HAHAHA. housewarmingg yup yup def. well, blog wise, i am most prob moving to lj. haven decided if i want to put it friends only. see how. actually i added s_**** :) so happy. ok fine with the help of kory. happy? :)

recently a spate of events had made me reconsidered the meaning of friends to me. hmm i mean i treat everyone i consider as a friend nicely, like no pretensions wadever shit. genuinely caring for their well beings. thinking people will treat you the way you treat them. what a naive way of thinkingg. as a friend, i can def say i dont think i have ever lied to you. yes obviously i lie. i lie to my parents. hee. what an irony. naive me used to think that friends are everythingg, more important than family. well. some important friends still lay close to my heart, but some. i think i have to reconsider what our relationship is really all about. sorry for the serious tone here. i have been thinkingg maybe friendship is not all that simple after all. perhaps not an easy "hey i care for you, look you are my friend, if you need anything, feel free to ask, if i can do it, i will", but there is more to it. betrayal really sucks. friends what are they? i am starting to get really confused over the idea of it all.

but on a brighter note, i know there are some people i can really count on. well, i guess i am becoming more matured? am i? but for the others, maybe for now i am going to sit aside and try not to get too closee to.

i am afraid of few things. one of them is betrayal by a friend.
i hope you know how much it means to me.

well, on the brightest note, i play bball today, with pple i love. MY JUNIORS AND JIAOLIAN. i think i will def miss this whacky bunch. haven run for a really long time. i was panting like crazy right after two balls. hmm it is so happy to see my juniors improving, esp clara. haha. the bball training sessions will def be one of the highlights of my rjc journey. hmm. ben cai who is a noob and turtle? hee. PLAN GRAB THE BOOK. activated now. :)
ok bye. perhaps a few more entries here and i will be off in search of greener pastures, and def more privacy. HEEE.

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