i feel so horrible now.
the whirlwind of events.

as i was hoping and hoping perhaps there will be a miracle somehow, that perhaps since they took my grandfather away, since they took her away in sec sch, there is a chance they will leave her alone this time. i mean it is not often that people my age have to deal with this number of deaths. and i admire your courage yes i do while i can only go aroundd acting like the clown to try to cheer u up. i din know what to do. i am sorry this is all i can do.

be strong for her. BE strong.
i am really tired. really tired.

Though i din exactly know her very well, she has always been very kind to me. i guess that means i should treasure my grandmother more now.

while everyone claims, death is only temporary separation. but trust me, i've been thru that, at this point of time, esp this period, i will do anything to be able to converse with the person again.

God bless.

and last night, i said a prayer for you.