shit i cant stop slacking, cant stop getting distracted.. arghhh!!
ultimately i just want to get my ass off this country. do sth myself
PLS PLS PLS LET ME DO IT!
PLEASE...

dont make me lose faith right now. esp not now.

i was thinkingg. i never thought of myself as smart. as in chor seng smart or bryon smart, or ser smart kind. but i guess in sec sch i can be considered okay. NOW, i think i just became stupider in a span of two years. ARGHHHH. how did that happen?'
not using the brain for two yearssssss??? ARGHHHH
ARGHHHH
i was telling chors, maybe the peibei you knew before is going to disappear soon into a bout of depression!
sigh a levels suckk!
15 more days.
and i have no guts right now at the moment to say "bring it on"
guess how prepared i am.

I WANNA GO UK.
this random outburst just made me feel a whole lot better. :)