i should think so.

merry christmas. it is a sad christmas this year. a sad revealation. (god knows how to spell it) y anger, my hatred is slipping away, and that is not the way i want it. not at all. i want to be angry. i want to be vengeful. in the end, perhaps i just want to be happy. my mood has been going up and down these few days. guess people could see, i want nothing to do with him anymore. but the prob with me is i forgive too easily. and i am afraid i have already forgiven him. i yearn for support, comfort, but i know i should not. overcome it by yourself pal. you know you are strong enough to do that. stand up again. brace yourself. harden like before. and stop crying. you loser. crying is the defeat of the mind by the heart. be strong. come on.